Over the last week I've been trying to tackle the last few things that I've been putting off for a long while. In the process learning a little bit more about me.
In so many ways I've reached the end of my search as to why I see things in such a negative way so often and lapse into a bit of a recluse.
Now am I capable and strong enough to use all this info to turn things around permanently. I have so many good reasons to but at this moment in time I'm not convinced I have what it takes. I'll get some sleep and start to add up all the qualities and skills I have and see if that's going to be enough.
Although this doesn't read as such it is a positive post.
Onwards and upwards in the pursuit of happyness :-)