I'm making a real effort to just stick in the moment and not let my mind wander too much. Again it's not going to plan but I'm reining myself in and getting it bit by bit.
The one cloud that does follow me is the knowledge that just to get to break even point in all areas is going to take an age. That's defeatist though isn't it. Every smile, every laugh, every pound/dollar is a step closer and deserves to be thought about and appreciated far more as it happens. Fuck the cloud.
There isn't an unconquered mountain left in this World of ours. So I'll follow in the foot steps of those that conquered them.
Thanks Pixie and Med :-)
Onwards and upwards in the pursuit of fulfillment and happyness :-)