So I'm back in the saddle. Back at work, phoned the guy organizing the job and apologized for not turning up. I think I know why I'm doing it (or not doing it) but I need a little time to be able to put it into words.
Looked up apathy last night and found this;
Which lead to
Which I haven't finished reading through or fully understand but there seems alot of interesting stuff there. Especially "living in the moment" which I have a problem with.
Isn't the web brilliant all this stuff waiting for you to find. It's like buried treasure!
Onwards and upwards :~)