Thank goodness for a piece of advice I received from Med. He pointed out, that my blues and my feelings over the break up of my relationship with MissG were separate.
The blues I'm dealing with and moving on. The heartache I'm experiencing over MissG is a normal reaction to a really sad situation and will lessen as time goes on.
I suppose with all the turmoil going on in the background with work, or the lack of it and other financial problems it was inevitable and will prove a pivotal moment albeit a very sad one, in my life.
I spent most of yesterday and guess most of today will be taken up thinking about her.
To change the subject to something far more important. Today in Norway at midday (11am GMT) there will be a minutes silence for those who died there so tragically. There have been several terrible events around the World this weekend. My thoughts are with the friends and families of those who have lost someone.
There are many reason's for me to move out of my funk. None more so than to stand shoulder to shoulder with people trying to make the World a better place.
Onwards and upwards in the pursuit of happyness.