As the title says did all the things on my STG today. I'm not turning cartwheels but then I'm not in the mood to at the moment. I do recognize however as being important. Each day I can achieve my STG's is another step towards better "self worth" and "self love".
As I said before (+15-1) I am at my best when putting up a fight, when I want something. That feeling has been missing for several years, in fact I'd almost forgotten I could feel that way. Well that fighting feeling is returning. It used to be for materials things, car, house etc etc. Now I'm going to put this to a totally different use. I want to bring out all those separate elements inside me pull them together and be the success I know can be. At last, things seem to be forming into something solid, something very useful.
“I CAN is 100 times more important than IQ.” — unknown
In answer to yesterdays comment from Med. The gym stays open 24hours, so a late visit means it's emptier and after a shower and a short walk home I'm ready to sleep. Soups and fish pie are almost my entire culinary repertoire plus porridge lol.
Onwards and upwards in the pursuit of happyness :-)
PS. I was going to leave this for a later blog but I spoke on the phone to MissG last night. It wasn't a call out of the blue. She had texted to say she would phone. We're meeting on Saturday. Things are over but tellingly not finished. So more in a later blog when my thinking is a little more settled. To do that I need to replace thinking about what "could of been with MissG" to "what's best for me now". Simple really but then aren't all the good ideas simple and vice versa.